Thinging

When I think about it, some of the most important decisions I've made in my life up to this point have been made at night, to the point of causing unquantifiable individual damage. And the source of the decisions were made by putting too much faith in my own persistence and perseverance, and anticipating a future that I couldn't yet see the beginnings of. In short, paint yourself a big picture and then make stupid decisions. The sweetener is the self indulging in fantasies in the moment, and the price to pay is a future that could have been more diverse. It's nighttime again, and my brain is playing tricks on me…